Thread:Linerie/@comment-2168633-20160425120226

Actually there is absolutely no proof whatsoever that Himiko looks up to Stain or agree with his ideals. In reality if you take into account other stuff she has been saying, it hints at that she just wants to litterally "become him" because "life is hard".

At first when you read her introduction it seems weird: "I want to kill stainy, I want to become Stainy"

But it is easy to forget that she says that she finds life hard.

Now if we remember what she told Urara about having a crush on somebody, emulating them and wearing their clothes and in the end killing them and taking their place... if you combine this with "life is hard" and "I want an easy life" -- it looks more like that she wants to become other people because for some reason she imagine that their life is easier. It is hard to be yourself, but it is easier to be other people because that isn't yourself.

So my take on it (and one that has more proof supporting it) is that she just wants to literally become Stain. Not because she agree with him, but because he was bleeding -- looked cool and Himiko doesn't like it when life is difficult.

At the very least, the whole part about her agreeing with his ideals should be removed altogheter since there is nothing in the manga that tells us this. 